You Can Follow Jesus And Still Struggle With Depression
Following Jesus doesn't make you immune to depression—but it means you never walk through it alone.
About this episode
Can a Christian love Jesus and still struggle with depression?
In this deeply personal episode of Kingdom Chaos, Amy shares her journey through depression, negative thought patterns, feelings of hopelessness, and the difficult road toward healing. Together, Troy and Amy have an honest conversation about mental health, faith, self-worth, and what it looked like to navigate one of the darkest seasons of their marriage.
This episode challenges the misconception that strong faith eliminates emotional struggles. Instead, it offers hope for those battling depression, anxiety, hopelessness, or feelings of isolation. Through vulnerability and biblical truth, Troy and Amy remind listeners that God is present even when He feels distant, and healing often begins by bringing our struggles into the light.
Read more about this topic: You can follow Jesus and still struggle with depression - God’s grace meets us in the chaos, and struggle is not proof that you are failing spiritually.
Key Scriptures
“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you….The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
Deuteronomy 31:6,8
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Psalms 34:18
“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Isaiah 41:10
“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.”
Romans 15:13
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:6-7
“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.”
1 Peter 5:7
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28
What’s in this episode
Amy's personal battle with depression
The warning signs of emotional and mental health struggles
How negative thought patterns shape our reality
Why depression is more than just difficult circumstances
The impact depression can have on marriage and family
Feeling distant from God during seasons of depression
The role of counseling, support, and seeking help
How lies about self-worth can become deeply rooted beliefs
Finding hope when life feels overwhelming
What healing looked like for Amy and their family
Encouragement for Christians struggling with depression today
Reflection questions
Have you ever believed lies about your worth or value?
What negative thought patterns do you find yourself returning to?
How comfortable are you asking for help when you're struggling?
Do you tend to hide your pain from others?
Where have you seen God at work in difficult seasons of your life?
How can you support someone who may be struggling with depression?
What would change if you truly believed God loves you exactly where you are today?
Are there areas of your life that need to be brought into the light for healing to begin?
Key Takeaway
Depression is not proof that your faith is weak. You can follow Jesus, love God deeply, and still walk through depression. Hope begins when you stop suffering in silence and allow God and trusted people into the struggle.
Quote from the episode
"God wasn't absent. I just didn't know how to see Him."